Demonic Angel

lg musim…

sialan…

dan gw belajar…

air bs membuat dubur loe lecet kl lewatnya 10x dalam sehari!!!!!!!!!!

What is your favorite color?

Purple.

I didn’t know since when I define myself with purple as my favorite color. It was vague by time as I decided.

People would associate color in many ways; giving it meanings. For purple they say it’s the color of grief, the other would say it’s the color of elegance. Some would say it’s the color of vague, the other would say it was graceful. Personally, I would say it’s purple.

Why do you like purple?

And that’s one tough question. I’d like to ask myself why. I cannot find the proper reason. Somehow, it just outstanding before my eyes. It occurs certain feeling that no other color would gave me. Unconsciously it might have history within me. In Johari’s window, the reason why I like purple may lies on the frame of "the dark side", which I don’t know and neither anyone else know.

So why I like purple? Because it’s purple. It’s not blue, it’s not red, it’s just purple.

But was it important? The reason. Stacked up in words. I like purple. So what?

Many people would suddenly disgust me for liking purple. They attached negative connotation about the color. They even say purple brings bad luck. I say when it gives you bad luck, you just don’t pray enough.

The same thing goes with my Dad. My purple… My Dad…

My Dad loves green. He never say why. I never asked why. He likes green.

If it was him to write those words above. I know he would say, "They are my green… my wife, my daughter, my son."

So, Dad… what’s the color of heaven?

It took a great strength to write this down…

I never say enough that I love you
It’s even hard till the last
Not that I don’t love you
It’s just the very word would never enough

So many questions left unanswered
Too many tears wasted
Hopelessly stare up high
Hopelessly asking why

Rapidly the time flashes back
When I felt the warm on your back
Rapidly the time went on
When I felt the cold of your bone

I’m sorry…
All the things, right or wrong you’ve done
Only for the sake of us now I know

I’m sorry…
All the tears, joy or sad you’ve cried
Only for the love of us now I know

I’m sorry…
All the pain you take and hide from us
Only for the smile on our face now I know

More thousands apologies
More thousands drop of tears
Within the grieve
I hide my own belief

I never wanted time to turn back
…up to now.

As you take your last breath
There goes my half life with you

Our most precious time is from every simple thing you’ve done to me..

You washed my feet when I was too tired then fall asleep
I washed yours when you’re no longer to keep

Last night, I felt your hand holding mine
Trying to make me fall asleep

Oh Dad… I’m struggling here
I’m trying to be strong
But you’re my strength all along
Tell me how to keep my days go on

If only I come to you sooner
For at least you’re not gone alone
If only I force the hospital schedule
For at least I can hear you call to scratch your back

Regrets won’t give you back
But that doesn’t mean I don’t have any within me

In this cold dawn
As cold of you when I kiss you the very last
One song playing in my head…

The very first music you gave to me when I was born
Your favorite Queen…

A hand above the water
An angel reaching for the sky
Is it raining in heaven -
Do you want us to cry?

And everywhere the broken-hearted
On every lonely avenue
No-one could reach them
No-one but you

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flying too close to the sun
And life goes on -
Without you…

Another Tricky Situation
I get to drownin’ in the Blues
And I find myself thinkin’
Well - what would you do?

Yes! - it was such an operation
Forever paying every due
Hell, you made a sensation
You found a way through

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flyin’ too close to the sun
We’ll remember -
Forever…

And now the party must be over
I guess we’ll never understand
The sense of your leaving
Was in the way it was planned…

So we grace another table
And raise our glasses one more time
There’s a face at the window
And i aint never, never saying goodbye…

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flyin’ too close to the sun
Cryin’ for nothing
Cryin’ for no-one
No-one but you

[Queen - No One But You]

They say, we all love you more
But God loves you the most

Within His embrace now you are
Painless in peace

Please God, have mercy on him
He’s not a saint
But he’s my perfect human
You better be love him more than me to take him away
So don’t let him astray

If the time could turn back…
I would say lots enough
..that I love you

Gw sering banget bepergian dengan adek gw. Tau dong jalanan Jakarta benar-benar menyebalkan. Trafficnya, etika berkendaranya, debunya, panasnya, sakitnya, hati ini, uoo uoo uoo… (jadi Betharia Sonata???)

Adek gw itu sangat-sangat kreatif. Dya selalu punya ide cemerlang dalam menceriakan detik2 menegangkan di jalan raya. Maw taw gimana caranya?

1. Busway, Ourway
Jadi, ada beberapa jalur busway yang emang diijinin dipake umum kan… Kadang2 tengil jg kl mlm suka lewat jalur busway sedangkan mobil2 laen ngatri dengan tertib di jalur byasa. Naaaahhh… gunakan jalur busway itu tuk mencela para mobil2 yang berjajar di jalur umum. Adek gw selalu membuka kaca dan teriak, "baka, baka, baka, baka,…" mpe ujung jalan.

nah… liat yg jalur busway, selama melenggang kangkung, Anda bisa sambil nyelain yg macet2an di pinggir. Hal ini jg bisa dilakukan saat Anda naek busway. Dijamin terlihat tolol. Ujung2nya kalo mobil Anda jg terjebak lampu merah di depannya, lumayan belajar ngeles kl ditimpuk mobil yang tadi Anda cela2.

2. Lampu Hijau
Sebel banget kan kalo lampu merahnya lama? Katarsis Anda bisa dilakukan saat lampu hijau menyala. Saat belok kanan, sisi sebelah kiri Anda pasti penuh kendaraan ngantir nunggu digilir, eh, gilirannya lampu ijo.

Nah, saat anda di posisi si ibu2 yg lagi jalan di atas, silakan buka kaca, kemudian tanya, "Ada apa neh rame-rame?" Setelah itu, tancap gasss!!!

3. Jangan Pipis Sembarangan
Buat yang suka beser, hati2. Adek gw kerap ngedim orang yang pipis di jalan. tapi buat yang berkendara dan liat orang pipis sembarangan, Anda mendapatkan jackpot!!! Hampiri perlahan dari belakang, kemudian bunyikan klakson Anda.

Maka Anda akan menemukan hiburan yang sangat seru dalam perjalanan Anda. Biasanya adek gw pk cara halus, gw yang disuruh tanya, "Lagi apa mas?"

Sekian tips-tips untuk membuat perjalanan Anda menyenangkan. Nanti kalo adek gw ada kreasi baru, gw update deh…

Jadi kasar yak…? Diamplas dung byar ga kasar… hehehhehehehehehe…

Dear friend,

I have no bad intention. Please ease your ass off. I was only trying to help, and in fact, it has nothing to do with you in personal. So, my advice is, back off.

Sincerely,
Angeline.

Huwaaaa… such a lousy day today.

Belakangan figured out few things out of me. Kind people could turn out into monster if you’re not careful. AND… such people, certainly wouldn’t match my level.

Please grow up… You’re aging…

Yeah!!! Beberapa hari belakangan ini, gw kembali lagi browsing musik2 barat. Not the mainstream ones, dan kali ini gw blg not mainstream means not mainstream. (Ga kayak band lokal yg ngaku2 ga mainstream tapi musikna pasar rebo…)

Ada beberapa yg udah gw tulis di review, mungkin akan gw tulis ulang disini… Tergantung mood pada saat detik2 penulisan. However… biarkan gw pipis dl…

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Ok. I’m back.

Jadi… mari dimulay…
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Terra Sur

Band asal Colombia, dan kayana baru keluarin 1 album, Raise Your Voice. Dapet band ini hasil browsing2 ndiri… So lucky me dapet yang pas di hati… Vokalisnya kaya Metallica, keren high pitch-nya, and the best part of all… no growl. Genrenya, ada nuansa gothic dikit, juga sentuhan speed metal, tapi mostly rasanya power metal. (ini deskripsi band apa permen???)

Jujur, blm byk cari tau tentang band ini, tapi sudah bisa menikmati musiknya.

Penasaran? Kunjungi myspace-nya aja, ato website mereka. Bagi yang butuh visualisasi…

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eh… salah… emang suka nyaru ma susu…

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belah sampingnya itu lhooo… mana tahaaannn….
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Ari Koivunen

Orang ini masih muda belia. Lahir th ‘84, tapi dah bisa berkarir solo sebagai metalhead. Hebat kan? Kabar burungnya Ari gw dapet dr milis. Burungnya lepas karena ikut kontes. *halah* Maksudnya dia ditemukan lewat kontes. Tebak kontes apa? Finnish Idol!!! Itu lho… yang sepabrik ma American Idol, Indonesian Idol, dst.

Selama kontes, dia bawain lagu2nya Led Zeppelin, Stratovarius, dst. Bayangin…

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okeh. Lanjut!

Coba kalo di Indo ada Idol yg bawain lagu2 begitu. Kalo ga dipipisin ma Anang… So far, dah keluarin 3 album kayana. Dah denger semua dan dahsyat maning vokalnya. Trus ga layak vokalis solo laen, dya ga pelit ma solo guitar part. Pokokna masih metal-metalan.

Mo liat ky gimana orangnya?

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eits!!! Jangan terkecoh… selain jadi rocker, doi jg maen sinetron. Tapi kalo dah manggung, tampilannya berubah.

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I can’t believe he’s younger than me… Berondong ky gini, gw mah ga nolak.

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Metal malih… hari gini jarang anak muda mo gondrong. Rasana mau tinggal di Finland… dimana metalhead merajalela…

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Avantasia

Ini band baru yang digacoin ma Tobias Sammet, saudara ilangnya Memet. Sammet ini si pentolannya EdGuy. Mungkin ada yang taw… Rasa musiknya sih classic rock, tapi katanya adek gw ngaku2 power metal. Buat gw sih tetep classic rock.

Balladnya bagus2… So far dah ada 3 album. Saat ini lg menikmati Lost in Space, tapi lagi berusaha memahami Scarecrow (2008) yang lebih metal dari 2 album sebelumnya. Album pertama mereka, Metal of The Opera. Kayak cerita angels and demons… Band ini referensi dari adek gw, tapi dya ga gitu suka Edguy, malah gw yg ngebet.

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Tenaaannngg~!!! Bukan maksudnya nyela Avantasia… Cuma konsepnya memang ga jauh dari Dufan… Dari kata "avalon" dan "fantasy" nama band diambil… nyang artinyaa… "beyond human imagination".

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Ini jaman dulunya… Berikut si Sammet bin Memet…

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Cukup narsis dya memakai foto ini untuk album Lost in Space.

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Seventh Avenue

Untuk band ini, gw dah agak pudar dengerinnya. Tapi demen emang. Baru dapet 1 album yang terbaru, Terium. Penasaran album laennya. Band ini terbentuk dari th 1995, dan berasal dari German. Satu kampung ma Vanden Plas.

Ngakunya sih genre Christian Metal, karena liriknya memang religius ma Yesus. However, ini lebih metal dari Avantasia. Gw suka juga ballad mereka, Innocence.Hands of The King Lagu laen, , masih dari album Terium.

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Nah… dari sini, belok kanan, trus lurus kira2 21 langkah dan 3 kali guling2, maka Anda akan sampai pada…. pada kesimpulan bahwa Anda gila.

Hehehehhee… ini iseng nyari gbr mrk malah dpt perempatan ciamis.

Ini mereka jaman kulit masih kenceng…

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…dan ini mereka jaman kulit dah ngondoy…

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However, masih tetep metal kok…

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Ok… reviewnya sgitu dulu. Capek.

Kl penasaran… browsing ndiri!!! Males amat…

Oh goat!!!

Idung gw berdarah…. T______T

sore ini..

knp???

knp???

ngupilnya tll semangat…. kena kuku kyna… malasz!

Tp berasa perih juga… sialan…

Knp kulit dlm hidung tdk setebal kulit2 laen??? Dah tau gw suka ngupil… Knp gak kapalan????

Hari2 sdg kacaw… bener2 dah…