Demonic Angel

Dengan gilanya gw ke salon dan minta highlight warna merah. baru kelar malem, gw pikir gak parah banget merahnya, jadi bisalah besok ngampus… ternyata…

nya…? Are? merahnya kayak rambutnya Die 「のDir en Grey」… gw mau pengsan. Langsung percaya diri gw bubar jalan… sekarang mendekam di rumah sampa pada akhirnya nasib membawa gw untuk pesiar ke kampus…

bukannya apa2, tapi rada gak suka diliatin orang2… nanti naksir, gw bingung… [narsis]

世界はどんあにも、お前に何があったも、また回れてるんの？時間も、どんなにも、流れるの？それに、なぜ？

A, lelah. kenapa? tanya kenapa…??? shit. that commercial. really annoying.

somehow there are things you choose not to see, but there are people who like to show them to you anyway. sometimes, you want to be the only one who live in this world, so you could do whatever you want. but that would be lonely, huh? so you choose to be powerful, so you won’t lose anyone but you could control them. then you have to lose your heart. later on, you forgot what you believe in. then you’ll die alone with no visitor on your grave. however it is, we’ll all die alone huh?

all ends to loneliness. loneliness. i have to make friends to lonliness. so later on, i won’t feel lonely. coz you never know the concept of loneliness when you’re there for so long.

ざんねんだったな、人間になって。ときどき、おれは人間はさいてだと思います。人間はさいてまま。